sick

sick to the point where i can't really walk ard.

head is throbbing.
feel like shit.

with eyes that look so clear and wise.
why can't you look at me in the eye when they ask "where is cindy"



maybe you could not sense the old cindy.
maybe i've changed so much over the past few months
maybe the scent of my skin mixed with the comforting scent of your blankets covering me faded



we all changed
i am still here waiting for you.
can you please look back and see all the pebbles of love i left to guide you?
can you not accuse me with your eyes that i left you.

i never left you.i'm still here.
my soul abit tired but my heart still longs to make equally happy memories with you in the future.so come back, won't you?

x'mas wish-for the two people to think of me