someone pass me a lifeline

really relieved when alex picked up the phone.

cause no one did
and that really made me scared
just like those days
when no one came

too cold and tired to fag
is that good enough?

i can't keep up with the work from uni
but i can and i will
does that make sense?

i really hate the sickening feeling
reminds me of my jc days.

when i broke the bowl
when i stared at all the pieces and din know what to do
when i stared at the mess
when i panicked
when i called
when i called and called and called
when i calmed down
when i picked it all up
when i cut myself accidently
when i licked the cut
when i washed it
when i thought of the mess of all the work accumulating

1 person

i can do this.it's going to be okay
i said that again and again and again in the shower.

it's going to be okay
that's what i told myself that day,that month,that year
and it's true
with mom bros annd friends

now.
it's going to work out fine again.
won't it?
i had practice

just that now.
the room's silent

not much of a diff