friends and i
family and i
lovers and i
pairings
groups
cliques
humans-social beings-associations
if i miss you hard enough.
is that love?
or reliance?
if you forget me
did you ever really think of me in the first place
am i running away from regret
do i even regret my choices?
or am i in denial.
is my heart in the right place
why must i react to pictures and memories.
i miss holding big hands
why do i feel that you are really dead
after so long
ice creams and soft toys still push me into the past
and once im back to reality
all i feel is a loud lost
that void
is something i never want to feel again.
so walls of distrust will breed
and ironically
being alone.or the fear of it.
will breed lonliness
Thursday, August 20, 2009
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