time is ticking

was chatting to ian xixi jae and lk
and then received the sms from sq

and realise.time is really burning
actually
really got ..........abit emo
and now.i just hope i will settle down in aus and not experience being lonely

anyways
onemanga finally uploaded the series which i have been waiting for...........1.5months.
hahahahahaa
but usagi drop is still not updated.

oh well.
this sounded really sad, sweet and comforting in the manga.
"i want you to smile.Let me for each tear you've shed so far, be able to make you smile".

i remember when dad's thing happened.i really shut ppl out.
and at the same time i felt so lonely.
and i just wanted someone to say that to me so much and yet i din allow friends to get near.

then time passed and i began to loosen the tension.
and i'm really glad.my close friends stayed by me with their care and support.
for without them, i know i would not be able to come so far with so many smiles
and without them i know the pain would have been double fold.

when i first land in aus.
i know i will be really lonely for a while.
so.........mates.pls download skype!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun forget to entertain cindy when she's in aussie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!