07/05

i lost the damn locker key
from 2-330am i was loooooooooooooooooooooking high and low for it at home.LITERALLY
top of shelves, check
floors,check
bag, check
tables,pockets,wallets-CHECK

the damn key is NOOOOOOOOOOO where to be found
plus i dun plan to change to full time.
oh god the boss is going to KILLLLLLLLLLL me
wtf
i am so deaddddddddddddddddddd
hahahahahhahahhaha
and the crazy amount of japanese words to cram into my THICK skull?
GOSH

anyways cindy should not worry too much
it affects her sleep and makes her REALLY STONED in the morning.
my attention span is...........reduced
it took me .........15 minutes to type the above.
okay i'm exaggerating,...........10 min
lol....my eyes are like darting around (think druggie-cold turkey)
yerp fidgety i am.
my eyes are like slits.
and because i keeeeeeeeeeeeep thinking about the key and work.
i can't sleep/nap
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i can't even argh properly-no energy
lol

i am so whiny now
i can probably work for the US govt.
and interrogate the damn terrorists by WHINING

i can probably whine off the damn swine flu

totally wanna go for a run to test out W (looked for names,all sounded damn wacked-YES i am THAT BORED)
but i am too stoned

i feel like running to town to check if i left the locker key on the locker itself(PLEASE GOD)

been thinking alot about human relations recently

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the lesson i've learnt from looking back

CINDY FUCKS UP

all the time

*a round of LOUD applause*


okay
anyone who reads this post
pls pray that i find the locker key TODAY.please

THANK YOU

and to those who have hallucinations and think i am a substitute to your pathetic needs
go to hell

there i've said it. these few weeks have been damn sickening. tried to tahan.TRIED
but cindy has never been the type to suffer long anyway.

someone told me recently.i should take things easy.apparently he read somewhere,"why take life seriously,we're all going to die anyway."

too bad in my mind..........it also has a flip side.
cindy's translation,"we're all going to die, so we damn well try our best in everything and do things seriously to experience 100% of everything which comes our way."

NOW...........
if only i can stop fucking up at things