using words to form a barrier
and using silence to create the same effect.

wanting company so badly
but putting up walls to prevent me from falling deeper.

sitting with legs hanging and swinging
concealing the flurry of heartbeats and worry

the tree of discontent has been revisted
with no other visitor in place
i am its life and soul
and it is my source of support and hate

time, please heal the pain and distrust and disappointment.and wake me up from my maze of unhappiness.so restful slumber may finally sink in before i fall deeper