for all the zombies in the world

in school now
just arrived
at 920pm

i'm tired
my brain is in a mess

going home at 2am

hopefully i don't get mugged on the way home.

i know im supposed to ask someone to be with me to walk me home.

but seriously
who is here?

i don't want to breathe in the air and pretend to smile to ppl who are almost strangers
or even think of imposing my glum face on them.

people ard me at the table seem to me studying so very hard.

i'll study more, harder, smarter.
getting busy.
doing and running and cleaning washing working studying.
harder and harder
then sleep will come
naturally