update!

been reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally slouchy and lazy for a few days...
din mug.din try to either.

n been SWIMMingggggggggggggg.........
or floating a couple of meters in the pool......

depending on how you view my almost complete lack of movement once my body is in the pool

focus on the ALMOST.

hey i did swim!............abit.

the IBM pay finally came in.
suddenly thought of all the roadshow ppl.
feel kinnnnnnnda bad that i din pass em my contacts.......
but seriously
cindy is........anti social.
unless i'm doing sales.
then yeah.i'll be the ambassador for "chirpy days-2008"


this sem is like.....passing by REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY fast.
kinda terrifying.
as in
like
2 fucking weeks of tutorial already FLASHED pass.

really worried abt what is going to happen tml and the days after.
hopefully it'll be smooth sailing.

uni is also another very worrying matter.
but just saw a phrase that kinda made me feel silly abt my worries.
it was something ard the lines of....

the only troubles that you cannot solve are the imaginery ones in your mind.

i guess.

meanwhile.
i can only complain after i've tried.

cindy is trying.so cheer me on okay?

........
still feeling abit sour in my heart
but your smiles
makes me feel
it's all worth it.
just your smile
is enough to let me view my world with rainbow tainted glasses
so breathe and dance to the sound of your will and instinct
and water me with a smile
for the sun of reality is drying me out.

...............
the past is best left buried and forgotten.......
.or its happy memories would only make the present seem bitter
and cause us to forget to enjoy what we have now