i hate being a wet blanket to the people i love.
between the certainty of being ignored and the sickening worried feeling in my chest .i wonder which is worse.
it already happened once,and i hate the way i predict negative outcomes with the precision of a surgical knife.i wish i was wrong.
some of the people i love now have smiles on their faces.
and those smiles make me smile.
but the reasons make me frown.
those reasons better not let them down.
they were already hurt.
and though cynical.
cynical people always get hurt the most since they assumed that their cynicism would protect them when it only makes the fall worse to bear.
the reasons better stick and seal their lies and love them with all they have
for as strong as they seem
the people i love are fragile and like i said.
i love them.don't hurt them.
pls
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