love and the royal pain of it all

surrounded by friends with problems regarding love.

this post is not directed to anyone in particular but rather abt love and
CINDY's own direct and indirect brushes and dealings with it.

some treat it with careful consideration.........ALOT of careful consideration

i just go along with it.


love for diff type of ppl differs in ways..........but ultimately one characteristc behaves the same in all type of love

the more u love, the more hurt u get when you fall out of it or when u don't get the same amt back. A NO brainer.

some choose to seal themselves off it while others pursue it doggedly

i used to run in the opposite direction once i see it 98765434 miles away.
now i just take it as it is.
rather like an old lady nodding herself to sleep involuntarily
not bothering to take coffee cause she has nothing better to do anyway.n not forcing herself to sleep since she is going to sleep forever soon.

loving requires patience and selflessness mostly
both of which i clearly lack (towards a certain group of people.)

love seems to be so overrated at times and yet.
it does seem to be whatever everyone says it is.
it comes in so many forms and affects us differently in countless ways.

it inspires and crushes the bravest and smartest Man
it nurtures,breeds and kills anyone in its path.


greatly uncontrollable
i rather just be a heavy glass bottle and hope for the best n let the damn waves take me to wherever they want to but hopefully landing on soft sands, safe


my attitude towards all love is the same.
let it be and it'll sort itself out ultimately
the end.