doing my best for dad and for myself
.................

i am concentrating on myself
it is my turn to be selfish for once in our relationship
i'm sorry but you have no right to be angry or decide to ditch me like before

you can only watch me from a distance

for all the times i was there for you
it's now your turn to support me
do it silently
don't make me waver or be distracted
you owe that much to me